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Experiences

Testimonials

The Voices of the Heart

In this space, facilitators, practitioners, and participants share their personal experiences of transformation and connection within the FSTU® Field. May their words awaken a deeper remembrance within your own heart.

{ I feel so much gratefulness for this magnificent work that Kaifi brings into this world with such simplicity and reverence! Reconnecting with the space of my heart each time and treasuring coming home to the stillness and depth of my being by rediscovering the vastness of love as an ocean, allowing and trusting the wave of each moment as it unfolds. A pure blessing to have been able to... experience first as a participant and then as an assistant this group. Keep spreading the love and magic Kaifi! Die before you die if you want to live fully and authentically, experience totality and freedom!Read MoreRead less
Rada
Mariangela Radha, Greece
Teacher, Therapist
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Kaifi creates a beautiful space of healing and transformation through energetic processes which bypass the analytical mind, open the heart and connect to the silence.
He brings himself totally with vulnerability and openness. Thank you, beloved Kaifi, for sharing your gifts.

Suviro
Suveero Prem, Israel
Breathworker, OSHO Meditative Therapies facilitator
{ Estar con Kaifi ha sido un encuentro práctico, sencillo, creativo y Total. Desde su presencia amorosa besando mi frente y su facilidad de palabra desde su corazón y sabiduría, le ha dado una posibilidad fresca y moderna a mi proceso de crecimiento. El entrenamiento de meditaciones Osho me deja en un lugar de confrontación conmigo mismo y al mismo tiempo de un suave aterrizaje al interior y su...Read MoreRead less
Ss
Nicolas Luis Blanno, Mexico
Musicoterapeuta humanista y músico
{ “Kaifi is a man who loves you deeply, supports you and brings you into the light…” …even if you don’t always want to. I learned in his group how to remain in the present moment, how to look at the stories that I used to tell to myself and that made me suffer, and it helped me become conscious and HERE, to understand what keeps me away from love, myself and others. This workshop –...Read MoreRead less
Lia
Lia Bolte, Romania
{ Diving into the wonderful work of Kaifi has been one of the greatest decisions of my life. To get to experience such truth, space and love in a matter of days has not only changed me as a human being but also my understanding of living life fully. Only a person full of so much love, openness and trust as Kaifi will allow you to blossom as individuals the way the participants do in Die Before... You Die. The love surrounding you will leave you with beautiful tears, a full heart and faith in the human being and life in itself. Words cannot describe the gratitude and love I feel for Kaifi and the community he has created – I deeply recommend this journey!Read MoreRead less
Frida
Frida Furebring - Sweden
Dance teacher & Yoga instructor
{ I met Kaifi a few years ago at OSHO Afroz. Participate in training and groups facilitated by him. Not only I felt very well and contained in the groups but outside of them as well. Kaifi is a wonderful being, very loving. His path of connection with the heart spreads and reminds me of that life is happening now. Allowing everything to happen and thanking. That is how I feel, grateful for his... presence in my life, as a friend and therapist. I recommend his groups for anyone who wants to reconnect with their heart!Read MoreRead less
Yamini Sambodhi
Yamini Sambodhi - Mexico
Therapist
    { “This workshop is a surprisingly effective and exciting.” “It is so deep ,much more than what I could expect. It touched different layers, and came with sweet tears, the love and mercy to myself. I still can not use language to summarize the course until today because it is so close to the source, that wonderful and infinite can only be experienced instead of being expressed....Read MoreRead less
    From Separation to Unity
    Nikita, China
    Dentist
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    The feeling that “it is ok” let me expose more my self and helped me heal and let go wounds and stories from the past, that have fulfilled there purpose. I’m grateful for experiencing this space of letting go through Die Before You Die journey

    Vikalpo
    Vikalpo, Greece
    Therapist, Meditation Facilitator
    { 亲爱的凯菲老师: 我非常非常感谢,有缘走进凯菲老师的“死亡前死亡”课程!课程中的每一个体验,都深入到了我的骨髓,对我的生命产生了重大影响。...Read MoreRead less
    Aqw
    Fang Li 方莉, China
    Family education trainer 家庭教育培训讲师
    { There is so much Love and Gratitude that fills my being for the profound experience of Die Before You Die, leaving all that is unneeded behind and meeting with life once again. All in the loving and accepting presence of Kaifi, in the sacred space created. For me, each journey reveals new layers ready to be let go of, brings me in a deeper connection to my Essence, to Life, and shows me how...Read MoreRead less
    Ert
    Cristina Apopei, Romania
    Energy Therapist
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    An amazing journey inside myself to discover my inner peace and joy for life, thanks to live music, meditation, Kaifi’s energy and the support of the other participants!

    Sva
    Sevanti Cristina Wiskemann, Italy
    Bodyworker - oceanic bodywork
    { 亲爱的凯斐老师:感恩生命中能够遇见您! 参加«死亡之前的死亡»的课程后,我的生命发生了奇妙的改变。爱在身体里的流动,常常让我不自主地想翩翩起舞。虽然生命里的那份恐惧依然存在,但我已经能够去面对它,我接受了它,不再逃避,也不再排斥它,并常常和它对话,那种感觉真的很美妙。参加课程,收益最大的是,我看到了自己的存在,并深深地爱上了自己。生命的重启,让我感知到生命存在的意义。学会放下,感受心的觉知,生命不再沉重。灵魂与身体的那份融合,越来越美妙。 期待再次见面!... 也期待再次参加课程。Read MoreRead less
    From Separation to Unity
    Chen Jian 您的学生:陈健, China
    职业:自雇人士
    { Under the Greek dark sky of Eressos I spontaneously followed the teaser an evening die before you die. I immediately get caught,  I felt so attracted to, so invited to…. Die… A home coming feeling I longed for my whole life. The missing piece. I immediately felt death does not exist, there is only love. The workshop Die before you die itself was incredible. Direct experience,...Read MoreRead less
    Qwsa
    Annemiek, Netherlands
    Therapist
    { “It’s really enjoyable in his love – Kaifi – like being with a baby. ” … I was in a deep hole of sadness when I entered the group. Life seemed to be a desperation in many layers. Though I did meditation, I went to gym, I was doing therapy, while I found myself not moving forward until I met him, Kaifi. In the 5 days, after clearing up the negative energy, I was...Read MoreRead less
    Kon
    Elver Yee, Hong Kong
    Humanitarian
    { “The first time I attended the Die Before You Die I was in a foggy period of great changes and bigger ones were coming. I felt some pressure on my shoulders and I felt like parts of me were colliding by chance in a brownian motion. No direction, no coherence. Ehhhh… after four days during witch Kaifi’s steady and profound voice rang in my ears, I stepped outside waltzing, my soul was 50... kilos lighter and with an 360 degrees openness towards everything. I am curious how I will get out this time”Read MoreRead less
    Kristi
    Cristi, Romania
    Coach & Change Process Design Facilitator
    { I am a woman busy with a professional life full of norms and corporate digests in a busy city like Istanbul…. So, Die before you Die has been a profound and surprising discovery of life itself. I had the possibility to expand, feel full and ONE with the whole thanks to Kaifi. It pushed me to accept and embrace the 2 sides and all facets of life to better enjoy the juice and essence of... my own life. It has been a shifting experience that I recommend to anybody around me and anybody far but also close to me. This is the best step of love, best gift that you can offer yourself with be LOVEd Kaifi!”Read MoreRead less
    Sitara
    Sitara, Figen Ayan, Turkey
    VP Cruise Operations/ The Port of Istanbul
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    “Die before you die” brings tremendous change on me. As said during the session: it plants a seed in me. Now the seed starts to take root to germinate. The growth brings me more consciousness – consciousness on my life, on people around me. I feel more clear, less anxious, less worried. I still remember clearly the program, it is really an incredible and wonderful experience.

    小吴, China
    小吴, China
    吴育华
    { “Deep and sincere silence within myself. Freedom, Acceptance and Let Go. My Heart met with many other Hearts”.  I experienced it. I fell in with life more deeply. I released fear, estimation, insecurity, doubt, cart of past, I simply burned it all. I deeply, to the core, feel my heart and respect my essence, my body. I feel strength and love it very much. I feel gratitude and... trust, faithfulness and confidence. I have gone through my purification for several years, I have weeded out my essence, I have written out my anger, I have squeezed out fear, aggression and anger in different spiritual practice with conscious help of physical strength. Doing cigun, I have million times breathed in light and breathed out pain, sorrow, all that from which I want to get free. Doing Qigong,  I have drawn in front of my heart million hearts, bigger and smaller, to let grow love in me and to come nearer to feeling that love is so much, that it flows over in a way that it is enough for nearest people and to the whole world. I have imagined that I am an artist who is drawing eternity signs in myself and around me, increase the energy of Universe in me, harmonise and balance my mind, body and emotions. I am happy that this Death experience and rebirth confirmed to me that I feel my path and I’m going on it with trust and not a single doubt. Simply trusting. I spent these four days living myself through being myself and deeply, deeply understanding and feeling myself. I have never experienced anything like that before. And now there is a feeling that I have received my life’ s most valuable gift – DEEP AND SINCERE SILENCE WITHIN MYSELF. FREEDOM, ACCEPTANCE AND LETTING GO. MY HEART MET SO MANY OTHER HEARTS. I feel that I have experienced healing. Sincere, pure healing through immeasurable energy of love. Thanks to You, the guides of my heart ‘s path!  I feel that I have born again! I feel love, peace, thanksgiving and humbleness, respecting and appraising chance to be Alive in this moment! Thanks to Kaifi and his fantastic team for creating this safe, full of love and faithfulness, surrounding. Thanks to Kaifi for his directness, wisdom and open-heartedness, for sharing and hearing, listening and feeling. Thanks to fantastic Asti and Premal Madina that You are not only an inspiring family but also fantastic team that bring to Latvia such invaluable teachers as Kaifi and others. Thanks to all participants who went through the experience together with me , thank you for accepted me. This was first time in my life that I had a feeling that all these four days I was completely naked and I have infinite enjoyment to be such. Thank You!Read MoreRead less
    Zita
    Zita Silina - Latvia
    s/c Manager
    { “One month after Die Before You Die journey, I can say that it was by far the most important and core experiences of my life. Perhaps, just after the experience of childbirth! Ένα μήνα μετά το Die Before You Die, μπορώ να πω πως ήταν μακράν από τις πιο σημαντικές, πιο κομβικές εμπειρίες της ζωής μου. Ίσως αμέσως μετά, από αυτή του...Read MoreRead less
    Ady
    Andy – Greece
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      ‘From Separation to Unity – Practitioner Training” reviled to me new aspects of the dimension of the Heart. Gave me a “hands on” experience that it’s truly always available.

      Vikalpo
      Vikalpo, Greece
      Therapist, Meditation Facilitator
      { A unique experience that can complement and expand anyone’s work and meditation. Such an opportunity. A transforming journey. Having retired from the Western style of analytic therapy as a Consultant Psychiatrist with some disillusionment, asking why we don’t change and what about “me”? I later came to meditation and the OSHO meditative therapies, which seemed more natural. Recently, I... experienced the FSTU Practitioner Training that has proved to be an obvious inclusion. It imposes nothing on the participants, it is a mutual experience beyond words and analytic ideas, allowing both to rest into our natural qualities beyond limits of personality. Resonating and experiencing the shared heart atmosphere, coming to the true self by gazing into the left eye – so simple, so profound. Accepting, healing and remembering who we are, so the love energy can flow again. A unique experience that can complement and expand anyone’s work and meditation. Such an opportunity. A transforming journey.Read MoreRead less
      Devena
      Dr Wendy Freaker - Devena, England
      M.B., Ch.B., MRCPsych, Consultant Psychiatrist, facilitator & trainer of OSHO Meditative Therapies, facilitator of OSHO Art Groups, Art Teacher from OSHO Ko Hsuan School.
      { It was such a treat and means a lot to me to have felt at the right place at the right time. We finished the “FSTU Practioner Training” about four months ago and since than I feel, the way how I perceive myself as a human being, a woman and in the world has shifted and changed in a positive way, into a more holistic one perhaps. I feel in generally more at ease with being aware of... all the parts, the beautiful and light once and the more difficult, challenging and unknown once as well and to include them as being components of a whole in that present moment. A deep understanding, that to connect to my heart atmosphere in a meditative space with someone else and allow myself to breath, relax and receive is in a way simple and nevertheless often powerful and healing, especially as the armors begin to soften and than in some moments to remember my qualities and perhaps at times even a glance of my true nature in its wholeness becomes possible. This process has opened up a gate in me to tap more easily into a state of being in synchronicity and also being able to recognize these moments and feeling a deep gratitude and contentment. I love Kaifi’s way to facilitate and hold space. It is subtle, intuitive, allows space for the mystery and includes also a delightful sense of (sometimes black) humor. It looks often simple what he is presenting and in the end is the understanding, that it contains a big range of lived knowledge, love and compassion.Read MoreRead less
      mystery person
      Rani Alexa Schmid, Switzerland
      5 Rhythms, Skinner Releasing, Systemic Rituals facilitator
      { During “FSTU Practitioner Training” I met and connect with my self in a deep ocean, which is already in me creating deeper layer of calm, trustful understanding towards me and the others. From this space we can understand that there is no word or therapy needed. All the answers are in that ocean and this awareness is imprinting in our cells. After this work all my understanding... and quality of my meditation has changed totally The unique Kaifi’s quality is the way he is sharing his knowledge and understanding. Creating relaxed and open space for everyone, bringing beautiful, trustful and grounded space that you can experience deep healing.Read MoreRead less
      Eylem Devi Celiker
      Devi, Turkey
      Facilitating groups based on OSHO Meditations and Meditative Therapies, Breast Care Therapist and Reiki Master
      { Reconnecting with that experience is always bringing a new understanding, a quality that emerges always fresh. Remembering myself receiving Kaifi’s words together with the invitation to dive into experience. At that time one word appeared with so much clarity out of it: “allowing”. On personal level a huge shift happened. When i realized towards what my focus has been attracted all my life...Read MoreRead less
      Leela Olga Oltean
      Leela Olga Oltean - Romania
      Founder of One2Coach (Coaching School), Co-creator of TCT – Transcendental Coaching Training and Change Facilitator., 12Coach
      { My heart… my heart calls to me. My heart beats calmly. My heart is the closest to me, bigger and livelier than ever. My heart is warm. Kaifi starts to speak. We, humans, feel something missing. You coming here, participating in these sessions shows that you’re in search of something. You feel something missing. You know the wholeness, that’s why you feel something missing. If you know the...Read MoreRead less
      Mehtap
      Mehtap Yıldız, Turkey
      Yoga instructor at Cihangir Yoga Istanbul
        { Estar con Kaifi ha sido un encuentro práctico, sencillo, creativo y Total. Desde su presencia amorosa besando mi frente y su facilidad de palabra desde su corazón y sabiduría, le ha dado una posibilidad fresca y moderna a mi proceso de crecimiento. El entrenamiento de meditaciones Osho me deja en un lugar de confrontación conmigo mismo y al mismo tiempo de un suave aterrizaje al interior y su...Read MoreRead less
        Ss
        Nicolas Luis Blanno, Mexico
        Musicoterapeuta humanista y músico
          {

          In my last session of FSTU, as receiver, in the most natural way possible, I went from stress and feeling overwhelmed by the issue I brought into the process, to a state where I was witnessing the energy of Life as it was cleansing my pain, which was released into tears of joyful gratitude for coming home again.

          Asang Hriday
          Asang Hriday, Romania
          Therapist, Meditation Facilitator, co-founder of Dancing Buddhas Urban Meditation Center
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          In my last session of FSTU, as receiver, in the most natural way possible, I went from stress and feeling overwhelmed by the issue I brought into the process, to a state where I was witnessing the energy of Life as it was cleansing my pain, which was released into tears of joyful gratitude for coming home again.

          Asang Hriday
          Asang Hriday, Romania
          Therapist, Meditation Facilitator, co-founder of Dancing Buddhas Urban Meditation Center